I caved to stress.

I caved in with everything going on around here and the good habits went right out the window.

If it were one or maybe 2 things at once, I know I could have handled it better….however that was not the case and of course now I feel like crap about it.  Fighting with the hubby, issues going on with stepkids house, issues going on with my ex, and then of course lots of problems at work.  It has really taken a huge toll on me the past 1 1/2 weeks.  Also add in my going to a meeting that is just soooo unsupportive. 

My only good thing is that football has ended so I am going to try another meeting of TOPS to see if it is any better.  Anything has to be better than the one I am going to now.

Physical Therapy is still going along.  I am hoping this upcoming week I will be able to do some exercises.  I am not asking to do The Firm…..but I have got to start doing something and the PT won’t let me yet as he says my knee is not stabilized enough…..well how is it going to get stabilized!?!?!  LOL 

Anyway….I have to try and stay on track…..all the home front issues are about to come to a head by the end of the weekend, so I am sure that will be ugly.  On that note though, I am so sick to my stomach about it eating, let alone eating right, is just not happening.

2 Comments so far

  1. tashadiekan77 @ October 20th, 2007

    Well, don’t beat yourself up for caving in. It happens to all of us. Just learn from it and move on. I hope things get better for you with all the stress that you have right now. Just keep pushing on! :)

  2. Cheryl625 @ October 22nd, 2007

    GINORMOUS {{{{HUGS}}}} TO YOU JEN! So you caved for a moment, move on past that, you can.

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